Reflection around life

The past can not be erased.. The present is to live completely.. From both we assimilate painful things and wonderful at the same time. You learn from your mistakes, you grow, you mature and mistakes are not repeated again. Of course you commit a thousand other, perhaps even more serious than before.. But what life would be without them? Would certainly not be life . It would be a perfect utopia in which you absolutely can not think of existing. Perfection it’s unreal. Perfection is to have defects. And the defects are acquired through years of experience and the accumulation of all the mistakes made in the past, present and future.

thefreakwhoseatingyourheart
  1. I left my favorite pair of underwear at your house. I know your mother hates me, can I come pick them up?
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  2. It’s been almost a month and I still miss you like a fucking limb.
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  3. I didn’t know my bones could ache until I met you.
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  4. You know, a week before we broke up, do you remember? I had bought a book of poetry. You asked why I didn’t read something more interesting and I could feel my insides splinter.
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  5. You said poetry was all lies dressed up to sound pretty. When I look at you these days, I want to ask if sadness sounds pretty to you too.
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  6. It’s 3 a.m. and this alcohol tastes like you.
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  7. I saw you staring at me today during Lit class. I smiled at you and you didn’t smile back. I almost cried.
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  8. The girl who sits next to me smells like you.
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  9. I miss you.
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  10. I have never had so many bad nights.
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  11. Sometimes I write poetry about you on the internet. Strangers who have never met either of us think you’re cruel – they tell me if they had the honor of loving me, we’d have sex three times a day and they’d scream my name when they came.
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  12. They think it is beautiful, how I am broken. I don’t think they understand.
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  13. You used to tell me I was beautiful. I tried saying it in the mirror the other day, but it sounded wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
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  14. Everything I say sounds wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
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  15. We were never in love, but, oh God, we could have been.
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"15 Texts I Almost Sent You" by d.a.s (via gothics)